You seem so eager talk when I see you in person, but I know you see my texts, and choose not to reply. Are you just being super polite because you cant ignore me in person?
Anyway, I’m not the type of person to ask you to reply to my texts, that’s annoying.
I can see it’s full of late nights and ridiculously early mornings, but at least won’t have to do it again for another year.
Lets do this!
Chances are we’ll never see each other face to face or even have a conversation. But you know I exist and what I look like. That’s cool with me.
People are always gonna hurt you. And the closer they are to you, the more it’s gonna hurt. There’s no way of avoiding that.
You just have to find the people worth suffering for.
The fact that Spongebob is still so popular on tv is probably because of me…
I watch it WAYYY too much for a 19 year old.
It looks like he was blind…
*sigh* Im gonna have to wear a hat for a week.
even sleep in it.
I mean I didn’t need it at all, but when you hear those words it just makes everything seem worthwhile. it makes me wanna work even harder than I already have and please that person even more. I only need to please myself, but making other people proud is a major plus.
I mean, don’t get me wrong I love my parents soo much, but I can’t trust what they say or rely on them anymore. It’s terrible to say, but they always promise they’ll do things and give me their word but nothing ever gets done. It’s not just a one off, it’s all the time. And it’s been that way for years.
I’ve tried talking to them, I’ve tried being patient but it just keeps getting worse. So nowdays when they say they’ll do something, I have to act like they didn’t say it so I don’t get disappointed…
Well I’m not gonna make the same mistake with my children because my word actually means something. Besides I wouldn’t be able to put them through what I’m going through right now…